One day ... someone sent me this message ....
"I felt ... her lies.
I deeply felt her.
Most of the times.
But i was still balancing ... believing and not believing in her ... in us ... as a couple ...
It was ... hard to me ... to think i could disconnect from her.
Most probably ... i can't do this.
I can't even think about this.
But my relationship with her .... is just ruining me emotionally.
... by such a long, long time.
I hate it.
I hate ... i need to experience such a story.
But ... i love her ... and i just can't disconnect from her.
Most certainly ... i've started to pretend so, so well ... that i am blind.
I know .... her love is fake ...
But ....
So ... what the hell ... am i going to do ... cause i just can't
live near her anymore ... but most probably ... i will not survive without her either ... "
I've read 6-7 times ... the message of this guy.
I could not believe ... he is such an idiot.
In fact ... i couldn't believe that a man can be ... so, so idiot.
Then ... i've remembered about the times when i was in love.
I've remembered about ... my blindness.
And ... i've stopped judging him.
I felt ... sort of compassion for his ... lost soul.
I've realised ... it could be me.
Yeah ... i could be ... in his shoes.
Dominated ... by the illusion of love.
Believing ... i can't survive without ... those stupid lies into my life.
Yes ... somehow ridiculous.
Even ... pathetic ...
Ironically ... i've replied to him ... "Man ... make yourself a favour. Go buy a gun and kill yourself".
Later on ... i was sorry ... i was so jerk ... giving such a reply.
But ... maybe it was better.
Or ... maybe that was the only way in how he could listen .... to me ...
He wanted an advice .... but he was too blinded by his stupid love for that woman.
So ... any reply ... was useless anyway ....
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