The Choices We Make: Reflections on Dreams, Sacrifices, and Redemption

Have you ever read a book that just does not tell you about lessons through fiction and history; in fact, at times, it allows us to comprehend the valuable instincts of our parents.

Have you ever read a book that just does not tell you about lessons through fiction and history; in fact, at times, it allows us to comprehend the valuable instincts of our parents.

Within the pages of Edith Wigoda’s book “A Leap of Faith,” the raw realities of life’s struggles and the glimmer of hope in seemingly hopeless circumstances come to life through the poignant stories of characters like Masha and the girls trapped in despair. Wigoda weaves a tale that explores the human spirit’s resilience, the burden of unfulfilled dreams, and the possibility of redemption.

Blinded by Dreams That Never Came True

The story begins with reflections of regret. Masha recalls her father’s warnings about Joseph, a man who seemed to know the truth about life’s pitfalls, while she was blinded by unattainable dreams. Her longing for a simpler, happier time is heartbreaking:

"What would I give to go back home... to celebrate Shabbat with my family, to walk by the lake..."

Her words resonate with anyone who has faced regret, nostalgia, or the realization that the choices made in pursuit of dreams can sometimes lead us astray. Masha’s longing for family, tradition, and the peace of her past stands in stark contrast to her current life of survival in Buenos Aires, where she clings to hope in a world filled with despair.

The Struggles of Those Seeking Comfort

Masha’s life as a prostitute under Zwi Migdal exposes the vulnerability of both herself and her clients. These men, each with their burdens, seek human connection in a world that has failed them. Among them are:

An orphan trying to save his siblings from starvation.

A young man burdened by responsibility, longing for affection and solace.

Leibl, a widower, who offers Masha glimpses of what could be a life beyond her current existence.

Despite their circumstances, there’s tenderness in these interactions. Leibl’s proposition of marriage stands as a beacon of hope for Masha. His words, “Do you want to be a prostitute?” cut through her defenses and offer a moment of clarity. For Masha, this proposal is not just about escape—it’s about regaining dignity and reclaiming her life.

Parents’ Warnings and Choices Made

In Masha’s circle, girls like Babche begin to recognize the wisdom of their parents' warnings about men like Joseph. Dreams of adventure, freedom, and success often overshadow the instincts and caution of those who see life’s dangers more clearly. Babche’s realization underscores the importance of listening to those who care for us, even when their advice feels limiting or old-fashioned.

But the story isn’t just about regret—it’s about learning from it. Masha’s reflection, “Be grateful, Masha; at least we have each other,” highlights the importance of human connection as a source of strength. Her bond with the others in her predicament is a reminder that even in the darkest circumstances, solidarity can offer hope.

The Dream of Redemption

For Masha, Leibl’s marriage proposal represents more than a way out—it’s a dream of redemption. His grocery store and his adoration for his young daughter offer glimpses of stability and love, a life far removed from the exploitation and despair she endures.

Yet, the reality of Zwi Migdal looms over her aspirations. The system that controls her life is not easy to escape. Masha’s response to Leibl, “How can you ask me to be a decent woman? I am a whore,” reflects her internalized shame and the societal barriers that make change seem impossible.

Leibl’s quiet determination, however, plants a seed of hope. His willingness to see Masha for who she truly is, rather than the role forced upon her, challenges her to dream of a different future.

The Power of Hope and Human Connection

Wigoda’s story ultimately speaks to the resilience of the human spirit. Masha’s longing for freedom, dignity, and a chance at a better life reflects the universal desire to rise above circumstances and reclaim one’s identity.

Through the lens of Masha’s experiences, A Leap of Faith reminds us of the power of hope and the importance of human connection. It challenges readers to reflect on the impact of choices, the weight of regret, and the potential for redemption—even in the most challenging of circumstances.


Edith Wigoda

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